Trips

Aside from every airline and every hotel deciding to double their prices for August I really feel like going on a trip somewhere.

I've been investigating places that I've been and places that I haven't been.

However, its the accomodation issue that's a bummer...

Also do I want a relaxing time in a city or time on a beach?

Discontent

'So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention'

Coldplay - 'Shiver'

This is why I try not to fall for people...its awful thinking about somebody that you like but knowing they're not interested in you is the pits.

Is it better to deny having those feeling of attraction so as not to feel the terribleness of wondering what they're doing, where they're going and wishing they were here by your side? You say her name in your head, you whisper her name under your breath.

You ride up the escalator and see a couple going down and you wish it was you and the girl that you want.

So instead you try to find ways to take your mind off her and in some ways you wish you'd never met her because then you wouldn't have to think about her.

On a positive I suppose it means I'm human and that I am not a cyborg without feelings.

;)

Broken Record

I'm still stuck in the same place that I've been stuck since this blog begun.

I've still not realized what I want to do and still haven't what I want to do or where I'm meant to be or want to be.

To quote: 'I don't know what I'm supposed to be' and the terrible thing is I'm not so young anymore with age has come apprehension and caution.

Wow, its 4 years since this thing begun...

I've read about people breaking up, falling in love, winning, graduating, watched them grow up, seen travel pictures, I've even done the same through friendships here...