The Future
Well, I finally got some work on a picture for a couple of months, got paid under rate and went from fear and loathing to moments of not exactly euphoria but times where I almost enjoyed myself (but don't tell everyone!) Now I'm back to looking for the next!
I know that if I am to continue in this area I will need to learn and find some sort of enthusiasm for using CAD software. I no longer possess the drive to learn by myself but with the proper tuition I'm sure it could happen. In that respect perhaps I am like a dog or a small child who needs a pat on the head when I get it right.
I have started to think that I need to get back to writing fiction and or scripts again. For a while in my twenties that's what I wanted to do then I got sidetracked into another aspect of film making.
The test will be making these intentions become reality by actually actively finding, pursuing and doing these things.
Along those lines I have started contemplating internet dating again but while I enjoy looking at all the profiles I just can't see myself going through the whole process of finding a restaurant, bar etcetera which kinda defeats the purpose of dating. So in the meantime we'll put that one on the backburner.
I know that if I am to continue in this area I will need to learn and find some sort of enthusiasm for using CAD software. I no longer possess the drive to learn by myself but with the proper tuition I'm sure it could happen. In that respect perhaps I am like a dog or a small child who needs a pat on the head when I get it right.
I have started to think that I need to get back to writing fiction and or scripts again. For a while in my twenties that's what I wanted to do then I got sidetracked into another aspect of film making.
The test will be making these intentions become reality by actually actively finding, pursuing and doing these things.
Along those lines I have started contemplating internet dating again but while I enjoy looking at all the profiles I just can't see myself going through the whole process of finding a restaurant, bar etcetera which kinda defeats the purpose of dating. So in the meantime we'll put that one on the backburner.
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