Things gleaned from articles that had resonance with me

'impotent rage'
'living in an isolated world'
'fiercely intelligent but emotionally semi-detached'

Meh

Why is it we only blog when we are unhappy?

I must admit to feeling complete and utter despair in fits and starts for the last 2 weeks. I can't pin it down exactly to what or why and that just further compounds it...

The weather has been good but despite the sun I feel the complete opposite.

A good man

I know that I try and do the right thing and am a good person as I've been told once.

I've also heard that somebody thinks highly of me.

Both those people have been women but I have never been romantically involved with either.

Is that just female code for I am boring but reliable and worth having around every now and then?

Into April

A month on from having an interesting time, I know where I want to return to.

Finally there seems to be a place where I think I might just want to spend more time.

Was I there just for the girl or was it the place as well?

The girl had a big part to do with it and while there was no physical aspect to time spent with her, I felt a sense of something I haven't felt for a while...a genuine sense of care and affection.

Boy, I miss the place and the girl.

I will return.