Monthly

It seems like I'm on here just once a month.

My time has been consumed or rather thoughts have been.

Works that need to be printed, anxieties over cost of picture framing and time needed to get the frames done.

Glasses frames to choose and again the cost of getting the lens and frames.

Too much worry about money.

Very good at spending it struggling to get it in.

I'm also highly critical of myself in that I don't feel like I'm a grown-up.

I've also been feeling somewhat isolated of late and have turned into the numerical statistic you hear about of just logging onto a computer and interacting with digital friends.

I still remain convinced that I will make an 'artist of some sorts' to quote Jackson Pollock.

Just have to get through each day...one day at a day.

I don't know if I'm living in a fantasy world or behaving like I live in one.