Intermittent

Well, the posts have been rather sporadic in nature.

Is this because I have found other things to occupy myself with?

Yes and no.

I had the holiday blues even if its not a real holiday over Valentines not so much because I was out and about but just the realization or rather the self-directed questioning of 'How did I get so far in life toi find myself alone?'

It wasn't exactly a sense of desperation nor acceptance maybe something in between or me kidding myself but perhaps some people are meant to be alone in their lifetime.

Perhaps in another life I was or will be a prodigious lover.

Alternately one can also point to the fact that I do not actively rush after or chase skirt.

Too reticent or lazy?