It's not even February

It's not even February and I feel like I'm in a rut.

Oh, those things that I say I have to do and mean to do have not been started.

The things that you know you should do but don't want to do.

Perhaps I'm still emotionally a teenager.

I really had thought that I'd be settled into what I'd want to be doing but that's not the case at the moment...still.

It's quite bizarre to look over the entries of the past two years and to see what I had to say this time then.